When the Destiny is not in your hands????

What exactly happen when nothing is in ur hands???
What exactly you feel when nothing is in ur control???
What exactly you deserve when no one is able to help you???
What exactly you remember when someone not allow you to forget your past???


Answers????? 


Nothing happens when someone leaves my hands and leave me in the mid of the journey of my life...


I feel nothing when the situations go out of control and when I am ready to die with my dreams....


I never deserve those things, which require some help for me.....


I never remember the one who leaves me alone in this hell to live the worst life in my previous birth....


What is the meaning of two???? 
Lonely me and a lucky you








~Love You AnGel~

Describing of love & Emptiness..... Emptiness of Your Dreams... Which broken by love T_T

A little thinking about love...

In the brightness of emptiness,

in a room full of it,

is cruel mistress of mah heart.

The only thing we never get,

enough of is LOVE;

and  the only thing we never give,

enough of is LOVE.....

Love you AnGel....

The emptiness of the sad emotion can never hide from anyone.... And the best thing is that I can't hide this from anyone...

                   

                 Sometime any of my friends get to know that I am in pain... At that time I don't have any words to explain the pain that I  feel without her(AnGel). Why G0d put me in worst condition in which I can't do anything. Why I always got hurt when anyone try to come near me. Why I always got stun when someone try to show sympathy to me after knowing what happen in mah past. Why they don't think that how the person feels when he have to share that thing which he is hiding from past 5 years. Why the hell they don't think that what are my conditions at this time when I am completely alone in this world, I just have few of my friends with me, in them only 2 knows each & everything that happen in mah past......

       Why the hell it is not easy to discuss with anyone, why it hurts more when I start think to share, Why it is written in our destiny to meet her whom we can never get in touch in future... Why our tongue stay silent when we have to say alot from her whom we love....  Why the hell G0d take back her, who is the heartbeat of my heart... Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why did the G0d take her back when I need her the most.... Her eyes are like magic which snatch my day's and night, when I see her pale dead face it hurts like thousands of arrows piercing my heart. When I see her family is still crying for her then I just think to punish the creator and destroyer of this world. The smell of her body, her soul still have relation with my heart which I can never throw out from my heart & soul.

What is about the sound

Of someone you love crying?

Is it set to a frequency that

instantly break your heart !!!    

Love you AnGel.... 

By the person who love you alot till the life ends:

Ashish Kumar Rana

The Less Pain We Show, Less We Get Hurt . . . . 

The past can't be forget till we reach to our death.....

Here are some lines from my "HEART"

The day I was get stared by the oceanic eyes of that girl, I never thought about this that I will get drown into her oceanic eyes likes this.... The day we talked together, walked together, speak together, laughed together... That day everyone of mah friends say only one thing... "Dude, You are so lucky". I asked, "Why you saying such kind of things?" Mah friend replied, "Dude, You both are ment for each other, you look likes the perfect couples". I offered him a big thanks and left from there and think of the words said by him. Is this really true?

Then after so many days I get to know that yes we both are in love together. We described our love to each other without saying any single word. She get to know that which kind of feelings I have for her & I also get to know what kind of feelings she have for me... 

Afterwards we live peacefully in our life.... Is that true... Lets see........... 

The day I stop showing my love

Is the day when she left me alone in this world,

The day I stop showing my faith

Is the day when she broke me apart on that date.

 

I still do care for her

I still do remember her

I still do have feelings for her

But how can I express these feelings to her?

How can I reach to her, when she is not here

How can show my faith about the love

That I have spread in the air

Why d God always lies

While he(G0d) left me with tears in mah eyeZ....

I do have a heart why he(G0d) break it

I do have feelings why he(G0d) laugh on it

I just think about the only one

But for him, I was only fun

He(G0d) never thinks about me & mah life

I never let her go out of mah sight

He(G0d) take it back

What he(G0d) created for me,

She got stabbed by waiting for me

She wait for me till the last time of her life

He(G0d) stabbed her with a Birthday Knife

I am sure he(G0d) don't have a heart

Because if he(G0d) have

Then he(G0d) will not break us apart

Time to time friend do say

Forget her and do a pray,

Pray for the one who is created this world

I replied, 

"Why I do that Because

 he(G0d) is the one who destroyed mah WORLD(The Girl)"

Forget her, means forget alot

I am not the one who laughed alot

He (G0d) punished me without a reason

Now I will hurt him(G0d) this my decision,

In last, I have nothing to say,

Just do one thing, That I always pray

Bring her back where she stay

I will never let her go another day

Today is his (G0d) day

Tommorow will be mine

I will definitely ask if he did this? But why?

I will die, If I lie.......

I will say one thing in last, never love a person this much, if he left you unknowingly then it will hurt you alot.......