Describing of love & Emptiness..... Emptiness of Your Dreams... Which broken by love T_T

A little thinking about love...

In the brightness of emptiness,

in a room full of it,

is cruel mistress of mah heart.

The only thing we never get,

enough of is LOVE;

and  the only thing we never give,

enough of is LOVE.....

Love you AnGel....

The emptiness of the sad emotion can never hide from anyone.... And the best thing is that I can't hide this from anyone...

                   

                 Sometime any of my friends get to know that I am in pain... At that time I don't have any words to explain the pain that I  feel without her(AnGel). Why G0d put me in worst condition in which I can't do anything. Why I always got hurt when anyone try to come near me. Why I always got stun when someone try to show sympathy to me after knowing what happen in mah past. Why they don't think that how the person feels when he have to share that thing which he is hiding from past 5 years. Why the hell they don't think that what are my conditions at this time when I am completely alone in this world, I just have few of my friends with me, in them only 2 knows each & everything that happen in mah past......

       Why the hell it is not easy to discuss with anyone, why it hurts more when I start think to share, Why it is written in our destiny to meet her whom we can never get in touch in future... Why our tongue stay silent when we have to say alot from her whom we love....  Why the hell G0d take back her, who is the heartbeat of my heart... Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why did the G0d take her back when I need her the most.... Her eyes are like magic which snatch my day's and night, when I see her pale dead face it hurts like thousands of arrows piercing my heart. When I see her family is still crying for her then I just think to punish the creator and destroyer of this world. The smell of her body, her soul still have relation with my heart which I can never throw out from my heart & soul.

What is about the sound

Of someone you love crying?

Is it set to a frequency that

instantly break your heart !!!    

Love you AnGel.... 

By the person who love you alot till the life ends:

Ashish Kumar Rana