She was d 0ne, She was not a fun... She is mah everything

When someone ready to die for someone then in that case we don't have any other option to live peacefully...

The dark side of love can be understand by the person who loves truly from his heart to that person who is his life, dreams....

It is not easy to spare a single thing in world without her because when I remember the time we sit together, we laugh together, we talk together, we love together there is  nothing to remind rather than us. Just me and mah prets...

Today I am writing conditions of mah heart when I get to know that

she will never come back to me because of some problems...

And this is just a beginning............

Today I get to know about something,

I know this is just a beginning,

Right now she is far away,

But I know one day she will come mah way..

Don't know what made her so much cry,

Don't know what made her so much dry

Don't know what made her full of tries,

Tries to rid of me, Still I don't know why?

I ask from her give me a reason,

She said, " I don't Love you"

That is my decision...

When I hear that, My smile was gone,

When I get to know that our love was own....

Own by some cruel people of this world

Because the trust got broken for her,

She trust the person which she won't know

Rather trusting her love, which has never ending flow...

I don't know what to do now

I don't know what will happen now,

Will she ever come back to me??

Will she ever love me??

If she love me, If she trust me

Like I trust her ever before...

Like I love her ever before...

I must say only a thing

I will always love her, that's mah dream,

I will never let her go

After breaking mah dreams

I will wait till the last breath of mine

Because she is mine...

Because she is mine...

Because she is Mine...

~I Love You Vritika~

~May God Bless Mah Soul and Let Mah Soul Stay In Rest In Peace~

bY: Ashish Kumar Rana

                      
                                    

She was d 0ne, She was not a fun... She is mah everything

When someone ready to die for someone then in that case we don't have any other option to live peacefully...

The dark side of love can be understand by the person who loves truly from his heart to that person who is his life, dreams....

It is not easy to spare a single thing in world without her because when I remember the time we sit together, we laugh together, we talk together, we love together there is  nothing to remind rather than us. Just me and mah prets...

Today I am writing conditions of mah heart when I get to know that

she will never come back to me because of some problems...

And this is just a beginning............

Today I get to know about something,

I know this is just a beginning,

Right now she is far away,

But I know one day she will come mah way..

Don't know what made her so much cry,

Don't know what made her so much dry

Don't know what made her full of tries,

Tries to rid of me, Still I don't know why?

I ask from her give me a reason,

She said, " I don't Love you"

That is my decision...

When I hear that, My smile was gone,

When I get to know that our love was own....

Own by some cruel people of this world

Because the trust got broken for her,

She trust the person which she won't know

Rather trusting her love, which has never ending flow...

I don't know what to do now

I don't know what will happen now,

Will she ever come back to me??

Will she ever love me??

If she love me, If she trust me

Like I trust her ever before...

Like I love her ever before...

I must say only a thing

I will always love her, that's mah dream,

I will never let her go

After breaking mah dreams

I will wait till the last breath of mine

Because she is mine...

Because she is mine...

Because she is Mine...

~I Love You AnGeL~

~May God Bless Mah Soul and Let Mah Soul Stay In Rest In Peace~

bY: Ashish Kumar Rana

                      
                                    

Jab Usne Mujhe Sone na Dia......

Everytime when I go for sleep... Only a think strike mah mind.....

A Nice thoughts from mah heart when I try to sleep...

जब उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

देखने थे कुछ हसीन सपने, पर उसकी यादों ने ऐसा होने न दिया 

बहुत कोशिश मैंने आँखों को सुलाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने कामयाब न होने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

करवट बदल-बदलकर मैंने आधी रात गुजार दी 

पर उसकी यादों ने मेरी आँखों में नींद का नाम-ओ-निशाँ न आने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

बहुत कोशिश की मैंने दिल को समझाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने मुझे दिल पर काबू न पाने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

कोशिश की मैंने उसे भुलाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने मुझको खुद से, इक पल के लिए जुदा न होने दिया

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

कई कोशिशों के बाद भी उसने

मेरी पलकों और आँखों को एक न होने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

इस कदर लिपटी थी उसकी यादें मुझसे 

उसने नींद को मेरी आँखों में समाने न दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझको सोने न दिया 

इस तरह सुरूर था उसका आँखों में मेरी 

उसने नींद को मेरे आस-पास न आने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

सुबह होने को थी और में सोने ही वाला था 

पर उसने एक बार फिर मुझे अपनी यादों में उलझा लिया

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

Sometime dreams never come by saying to your heart but the rememberness of your love always come without knowing your heart, soul and mind.

~Love You AnGeL~

Written By: Ashish Kumar Rana

When the Life Comes.... It Com3s w!th New Problems

When the life ends somewhere then always there is a new start.... STFU.... This is just crap....

Because there always a deep silence after reviving from a storm...... Being tense can never be worth but it always can be hurt somewhere in dreams......  Being perfect is nothing but if someone dont want that then what can v do..... In mah entire life I just learn a thing that whatever you do, do from your heart, never lie to person to whom you trust, faith, love etc...... 


Friends do say that you will have to wait till you get your best deserving girl.... but what is the best thing in that girl???????????


This is nothing just bunch of craps and sh33ts...... Because whether its my destiny or fate.... Its gonna be worst and I know that....

Sometime I feel that I am in love again,

Sometime I scare that may be it happen again.

Sometime it feel, Will she love me??

Like I love ever before

She was the one whom I adore

Around somewhere a dream is there,

I am Waiting for someone,

I always walk with one fear

if she love me I will lose her

Because of this fear

My eyez always stay full of tears

My life, My Destiny, My Dreams

Everything is mine

When the sun bright so shine

and gives me hope to live again

Today is the day when she arrives

Today is the day, the day of decision

Whether the love or the one she love enough

She have to accept me

I know that is tough

While loving her I will try

I wont let her ever cry

Because I know one thing

If she Cry I will die

I am so sure because I never lie....

All will happen like a boat which sails

I will wait till the moon face go pale

The biggest day, the biggest night

                 I always fright, what happen tonight

By: Ashish Kumar Rana

~ Love You AnGeL ~

WDF--- I Killed My Love T_T

The Day I Showing My Love Towards My Angle Is The Day When I Close My Eyes Forever T_T

~ Happy Birthday AnGeL ~

Being with her is always seems like spending the whole day with her. I really can spend my life with her.. But when something is written is in your destiny then you can't fight with it. There is a famous saying by someone that "When you are in PAIN then all make fun of it " 

When the Destiny is not in your hands????

What exactly happen when nothing is in ur hands???
What exactly you feel when nothing is in ur control???
What exactly you deserve when no one is able to help you???
What exactly you remember when someone not allow you to forget your past???


Answers????? 


Nothing happens when someone leaves my hands and leave me in the mid of the journey of my life...


I feel nothing when the situations go out of control and when I am ready to die with my dreams....


I never deserve those things, which require some help for me.....


I never remember the one who leaves me alone in this hell to live the worst life in my previous birth....


What is the meaning of two???? 
Lonely me and a lucky you








~Love You AnGel~

Describing of love & Emptiness..... Emptiness of Your Dreams... Which broken by love T_T

A little thinking about love...

In the brightness of emptiness,

in a room full of it,

is cruel mistress of mah heart.

The only thing we never get,

enough of is LOVE;

and  the only thing we never give,

enough of is LOVE.....

Love you AnGel....

The emptiness of the sad emotion can never hide from anyone.... And the best thing is that I can't hide this from anyone...

                   

                 Sometime any of my friends get to know that I am in pain... At that time I don't have any words to explain the pain that I  feel without her(AnGel). Why G0d put me in worst condition in which I can't do anything. Why I always got hurt when anyone try to come near me. Why I always got stun when someone try to show sympathy to me after knowing what happen in mah past. Why they don't think that how the person feels when he have to share that thing which he is hiding from past 5 years. Why the hell they don't think that what are my conditions at this time when I am completely alone in this world, I just have few of my friends with me, in them only 2 knows each & everything that happen in mah past......

       Why the hell it is not easy to discuss with anyone, why it hurts more when I start think to share, Why it is written in our destiny to meet her whom we can never get in touch in future... Why our tongue stay silent when we have to say alot from her whom we love....  Why the hell G0d take back her, who is the heartbeat of my heart... Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why did the G0d take her back when I need her the most.... Her eyes are like magic which snatch my day's and night, when I see her pale dead face it hurts like thousands of arrows piercing my heart. When I see her family is still crying for her then I just think to punish the creator and destroyer of this world. The smell of her body, her soul still have relation with my heart which I can never throw out from my heart & soul.

What is about the sound

Of someone you love crying?

Is it set to a frequency that

instantly break your heart !!!    

Love you AnGel.... 

By the person who love you alot till the life ends:

Ashish Kumar Rana

The Less Pain We Show, Less We Get Hurt . . . . 

The past can't be forget till we reach to our death.....

Here are some lines from my "HEART"

The day I was get stared by the oceanic eyes of that girl, I never thought about this that I will get drown into her oceanic eyes likes this.... The day we talked together, walked together, speak together, laughed together... That day everyone of mah friends say only one thing... "Dude, You are so lucky". I asked, "Why you saying such kind of things?" Mah friend replied, "Dude, You both are ment for each other, you look likes the perfect couples". I offered him a big thanks and left from there and think of the words said by him. Is this really true?

Then after so many days I get to know that yes we both are in love together. We described our love to each other without saying any single word. She get to know that which kind of feelings I have for her & I also get to know what kind of feelings she have for me... 

Afterwards we live peacefully in our life.... Is that true... Lets see........... 

The day I stop showing my love

Is the day when she left me alone in this world,

The day I stop showing my faith

Is the day when she broke me apart on that date.

 

I still do care for her

I still do remember her

I still do have feelings for her

But how can I express these feelings to her?

How can I reach to her, when she is not here

How can show my faith about the love

That I have spread in the air

Why d God always lies

While he(G0d) left me with tears in mah eyeZ....

I do have a heart why he(G0d) break it

I do have feelings why he(G0d) laugh on it

I just think about the only one

But for him, I was only fun

He(G0d) never thinks about me & mah life

I never let her go out of mah sight

He(G0d) take it back

What he(G0d) created for me,

She got stabbed by waiting for me

She wait for me till the last time of her life

He(G0d) stabbed her with a Birthday Knife

I am sure he(G0d) don't have a heart

Because if he(G0d) have

Then he(G0d) will not break us apart

Time to time friend do say

Forget her and do a pray,

Pray for the one who is created this world

I replied, 

"Why I do that Because

 he(G0d) is the one who destroyed mah WORLD(The Girl)"

Forget her, means forget alot

I am not the one who laughed alot

He (G0d) punished me without a reason

Now I will hurt him(G0d) this my decision,

In last, I have nothing to say,

Just do one thing, That I always pray

Bring her back where she stay

I will never let her go another day

Today is his (G0d) day

Tommorow will be mine

I will definitely ask if he did this? But why?

I will die, If I lie.......

I will say one thing in last, never love a person this much, if he left you unknowingly then it will hurt you alot.......

             

Pain of Life- No one get nothing

Pain of Life:

Que: What is the opposite of two?

Ans: A lonely me and a lonely you.... T_T

Why we love someone alot, Why we  get addicted of someone like this much in which we can't see any other things...... Why this love happens in everyone's life and ruining them. Whenever I saw some couples then mostly 95% of them or not made for each other.

May be the boy cheats the girl or may be the girl doing the same thing...... and who loves from there true heart, they always got hurt.... Why it's not simple as having a drop of water in eyes.... Why it is hard like watching a person die in front of us?

     Do anyone have the answer of this question???? I am sure no one have the answer of this question because in today's life no one is serious regarding there love life.... They fell in love with each other but they never think about the future of there love. Sometime there parents bring some issues between them, sometime someone of both leaves each other in the mid way of  there love life.... Why this happen with everyone? Why it is not easy to spend a love life with anyone? Why we won't get the same person whom we love ? Why G0d left us with tears in our eyes? If someone have answer of these questions then please do let me know T_T

Regards~

Ashish Kumar Rana
~N!cK~

प्रशिक्षण 

My Attitude not Arrogance

Sometime we have to pay for those things, which we have't did. Life is a crucial pain which can  easily seen in mah life, I always want some happiness, love & some fun in mah life but whenever and from wherever I get some of these then don't know why G0d snatched it back, Why G0d Hates me so much. . . . . 

You know what..... Now my friends ask you are completely changed Ashish . . . . I replied back in a nod "No Yaar, I am just like before", All of them said "Ashish, You got so much attitude". I replied back "No way, I don't have attitude, If I have so then I won't show it to you all". Suddenly all of my friends ask "Ok, tell us whats your attitude"

I replied "Whatever I want from G0d, he never give me, If I got some happiness then he take it back. For that thing I hate G0d too much. Thats why G0d decided to punish me. Then suddenly G0d started punishing me. G0d Punished me alot, Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Day, Weeks, Years & Generations. At last, G0d get tired and ask me "Don't you get hurt". I laughed back to G0d and replied to him, "You have done so much things before in my life, all that pain. Now you are just punishing me". And in last I just replied him: "Huh! Is that all what you can do"

~ THATS MY ATTITUDE ~

Story of £ife: Measurab£e £ife

Sometime we have to pay for those things, which we have't did. Life is crucial pain which can  easily seen in mah life, I always want some happiness, love & some fun in mah life but whenever and from wherever I get some of these then don't know why

Story of Life: Life comes in new Birth

Story of Life Life Comes in New Birth

Uspar najar padi to bina kuch soche na raha gaya,
Bina soche samjhe, usse chahe begar na raha gaya.

Sochu uske baare mei jab jab,
Bina kuch kahe na raha gaya.

Socha ek baar milkar kuch kahu usse,
Par uske same aaya na gaya.

Socha ki khat likhunga uske naam,
Par jaban par ek lafz laya na gaya.

Chaha tha usse itna,
Par fir bhi kisi se jataya na gaya.

Thaan liya the mene, Ji lunga uske bina,
Par ek pal bhi uske bina reh nai paya.

Himmat karke usse mila jab,
Mujhse ek lafz na kaha gaya.

Wo mujhse har baar puchti rahi,
Mujhse kuch bataya na gaya.

Aakhir mein wo kisi aur ki ho gayi,
Par mujhse ek aansu chupaya na gaya.

Socha tha bhula dunga usse,
Par jaankar bhi bhulaya na gaya.

Aaj wo pata nahi jaane kahan hai,
Uske bina ab mujhse jiya na gaya....

By : Ashish Kumar Rana

Story of £ife: Destiny Brings He££ To £ife...

Story of £ife: Destiny Brings He££ To £ife...

Kabhi mere dil ne chaha ussi ko,

Jisse mei sabse jada pyar karta tha.

Kabhi mere dil ne mana ussi ko,

Jispar mei sabse jada marta tha.

Kabhi uski hassi ne hasaya mujhko,

Kabhi uske Gum ne rulaya mujhko.

Aaj bhi yaad hai wo chehra jiska mei deedaar karta tha,

Haan mei bhi kabhi kisi ladki se pyaar karta tha.

Tanhai ke us mukaam par lakar mujhe chorh diya usne,

Jahan se lautna ab bekaar hai.

Aaj bhi wo mujhse puchti hai,

Kya tumhe bhi kisi se pyaar hai.

Mujhe batao mei madad karungi tumhari,

Mei milaungi use, jisse tumhe pyaar hai.

Mera ek lafz na nikla,

Par aansu nikal kar kehta raha.

Haan mene bhi kisi se pyar kiya tha,

Haan mene bhi kisi par aitbaar kiya tha,

Koi hai meri tanhai ka karan,

Koi hai jisne mujhe betaab kiya tha,

Chaha tha ussi ko hamesha,

Ek wo hi thi jisse mene pyaar kiya tha,

Aaj puchne aayi hai wo mujhse,

Meri Barbadi ka karan,

Kya kahu use, ke tu hi hai wo jisne. . .

Mujhe BARBAAD kiya tha,

Mujhe BARBAAD kiya tha.

By : Ashish Kumar Rana