She was d 0ne, She was not a fun... She is mah everything

When someone ready to die for someone then in that case we don't have any other option to live peacefully...

The dark side of love can be understand by the person who loves truly from his heart to that person who is his life, dreams....

It is not easy to spare a single thing in world without her because when I remember the time we sit together, we laugh together, we talk together, we love together there is  nothing to remind rather than us. Just me and mah prets...

Today I am writing conditions of mah heart when I get to know that

she will never come back to me because of some problems...

And this is just a beginning............

Today I get to know about something,

I know this is just a beginning,

Right now she is far away,

But I know one day she will come mah way..

Don't know what made her so much cry,

Don't know what made her so much dry

Don't know what made her full of tries,

Tries to rid of me, Still I don't know why?

I ask from her give me a reason,

She said, " I don't Love you"

That is my decision...

When I hear that, My smile was gone,

When I get to know that our love was own....

Own by some cruel people of this world

Because the trust got broken for her,

She trust the person which she won't know

Rather trusting her love, which has never ending flow...

I don't know what to do now

I don't know what will happen now,

Will she ever come back to me??

Will she ever love me??

If she love me, If she trust me

Like I trust her ever before...

Like I love her ever before...

I must say only a thing

I will always love her, that's mah dream,

I will never let her go

After breaking mah dreams

I will wait till the last breath of mine

Because she is mine...

Because she is mine...

Because she is Mine...

~I Love You Vritika~

~May God Bless Mah Soul and Let Mah Soul Stay In Rest In Peace~

bY: Ashish Kumar Rana

                      
                                    

She was d 0ne, She was not a fun... She is mah everything

When someone ready to die for someone then in that case we don't have any other option to live peacefully...

The dark side of love can be understand by the person who loves truly from his heart to that person who is his life, dreams....

It is not easy to spare a single thing in world without her because when I remember the time we sit together, we laugh together, we talk together, we love together there is  nothing to remind rather than us. Just me and mah prets...

Today I am writing conditions of mah heart when I get to know that

she will never come back to me because of some problems...

And this is just a beginning............

Today I get to know about something,

I know this is just a beginning,

Right now she is far away,

But I know one day she will come mah way..

Don't know what made her so much cry,

Don't know what made her so much dry

Don't know what made her full of tries,

Tries to rid of me, Still I don't know why?

I ask from her give me a reason,

She said, " I don't Love you"

That is my decision...

When I hear that, My smile was gone,

When I get to know that our love was own....

Own by some cruel people of this world

Because the trust got broken for her,

She trust the person which she won't know

Rather trusting her love, which has never ending flow...

I don't know what to do now

I don't know what will happen now,

Will she ever come back to me??

Will she ever love me??

If she love me, If she trust me

Like I trust her ever before...

Like I love her ever before...

I must say only a thing

I will always love her, that's mah dream,

I will never let her go

After breaking mah dreams

I will wait till the last breath of mine

Because she is mine...

Because she is mine...

Because she is Mine...

~I Love You AnGeL~

~May God Bless Mah Soul and Let Mah Soul Stay In Rest In Peace~

bY: Ashish Kumar Rana

                      
                                    

Jab Usne Mujhe Sone na Dia......

Everytime when I go for sleep... Only a think strike mah mind.....

A Nice thoughts from mah heart when I try to sleep...

जब उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

देखने थे कुछ हसीन सपने, पर उसकी यादों ने ऐसा होने न दिया 

बहुत कोशिश मैंने आँखों को सुलाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने कामयाब न होने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

करवट बदल-बदलकर मैंने आधी रात गुजार दी 

पर उसकी यादों ने मेरी आँखों में नींद का नाम-ओ-निशाँ न आने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

बहुत कोशिश की मैंने दिल को समझाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने मुझे दिल पर काबू न पाने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

कोशिश की मैंने उसे भुलाने की 

पर उसकी यादों ने मुझको खुद से, इक पल के लिए जुदा न होने दिया

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया 

कई कोशिशों के बाद भी उसने

मेरी पलकों और आँखों को एक न होने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

इस कदर लिपटी थी उसकी यादें मुझसे 

उसने नींद को मेरी आँखों में समाने न दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझको सोने न दिया 

इस तरह सुरूर था उसका आँखों में मेरी 

उसने नींद को मेरे आस-पास न आने दिया 

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

सुबह होने को थी और में सोने ही वाला था 

पर उसने एक बार फिर मुझे अपनी यादों में उलझा लिया

कल रात उसकी यादों ने मुझे सोने न दिया

Sometime dreams never come by saying to your heart but the rememberness of your love always come without knowing your heart, soul and mind.

~Love You AnGeL~

Written By: Ashish Kumar Rana

When the Life Comes.... It Com3s w!th New Problems

When the life ends somewhere then always there is a new start.... STFU.... This is just crap....

Because there always a deep silence after reviving from a storm...... Being tense can never be worth but it always can be hurt somewhere in dreams......  Being perfect is nothing but if someone dont want that then what can v do..... In mah entire life I just learn a thing that whatever you do, do from your heart, never lie to person to whom you trust, faith, love etc...... 


Friends do say that you will have to wait till you get your best deserving girl.... but what is the best thing in that girl???????????


This is nothing just bunch of craps and sh33ts...... Because whether its my destiny or fate.... Its gonna be worst and I know that....

Sometime I feel that I am in love again,

Sometime I scare that may be it happen again.

Sometime it feel, Will she love me??

Like I love ever before

She was the one whom I adore

Around somewhere a dream is there,

I am Waiting for someone,

I always walk with one fear

if she love me I will lose her

Because of this fear

My eyez always stay full of tears

My life, My Destiny, My Dreams

Everything is mine

When the sun bright so shine

and gives me hope to live again

Today is the day when she arrives

Today is the day, the day of decision

Whether the love or the one she love enough

She have to accept me

I know that is tough

While loving her I will try

I wont let her ever cry

Because I know one thing

If she Cry I will die

I am so sure because I never lie....

All will happen like a boat which sails

I will wait till the moon face go pale

The biggest day, the biggest night

                 I always fright, what happen tonight

By: Ashish Kumar Rana

~ Love You AnGeL ~

WDF--- I Killed My Love T_T

The Day I Showing My Love Towards My Angle Is The Day When I Close My Eyes Forever T_T

~ Happy Birthday AnGeL ~

Being with her is always seems like spending the whole day with her. I really can spend my life with her.. But when something is written is in your destiny then you can't fight with it. There is a famous saying by someone that "When you are in PAIN then all make fun of it " 

When the Destiny is not in your hands????

What exactly happen when nothing is in ur hands???
What exactly you feel when nothing is in ur control???
What exactly you deserve when no one is able to help you???
What exactly you remember when someone not allow you to forget your past???


Answers????? 


Nothing happens when someone leaves my hands and leave me in the mid of the journey of my life...


I feel nothing when the situations go out of control and when I am ready to die with my dreams....


I never deserve those things, which require some help for me.....


I never remember the one who leaves me alone in this hell to live the worst life in my previous birth....


What is the meaning of two???? 
Lonely me and a lucky you








~Love You AnGel~

Describing of love & Emptiness..... Emptiness of Your Dreams... Which broken by love T_T

A little thinking about love...

In the brightness of emptiness,

in a room full of it,

is cruel mistress of mah heart.

The only thing we never get,

enough of is LOVE;

and  the only thing we never give,

enough of is LOVE.....

Love you AnGel....

The emptiness of the sad emotion can never hide from anyone.... And the best thing is that I can't hide this from anyone...

                   

                 Sometime any of my friends get to know that I am in pain... At that time I don't have any words to explain the pain that I  feel without her(AnGel). Why G0d put me in worst condition in which I can't do anything. Why I always got hurt when anyone try to come near me. Why I always got stun when someone try to show sympathy to me after knowing what happen in mah past. Why they don't think that how the person feels when he have to share that thing which he is hiding from past 5 years. Why the hell they don't think that what are my conditions at this time when I am completely alone in this world, I just have few of my friends with me, in them only 2 knows each & everything that happen in mah past......

       Why the hell it is not easy to discuss with anyone, why it hurts more when I start think to share, Why it is written in our destiny to meet her whom we can never get in touch in future... Why our tongue stay silent when we have to say alot from her whom we love....  Why the hell G0d take back her, who is the heartbeat of my heart... Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why did the G0d take her back when I need her the most.... Her eyes are like magic which snatch my day's and night, when I see her pale dead face it hurts like thousands of arrows piercing my heart. When I see her family is still crying for her then I just think to punish the creator and destroyer of this world. The smell of her body, her soul still have relation with my heart which I can never throw out from my heart & soul.

What is about the sound

Of someone you love crying?

Is it set to a frequency that

instantly break your heart !!!    

Love you AnGel.... 

By the person who love you alot till the life ends:

Ashish Kumar Rana